Just words

fstaticck.

2005-12-09T03:56:57Z

i'm sick of confusion.

f*static*ck.

i'm running away to africa.

geeezzus

2005-11-02T08:51:48Z

sooooo much has happened lately its hard to comprehend. i just hope i can get back into the swing of things before i completely ruin everything i have goin for me.

life is a rollercoaster.

i've come to terms with the fact that you can't avoid the inevitable. you just have to embrace it and work through it, knowing that there will someday be bliss.

daaannngg woman...you got class.

2005-07-04T11:34:15Z

its been forever.

SURVEY SAYS...

[CURRENTLY...]
- Current Clothes: pajama pants and a backstreet boys shirt from the 4th grade
- Current Mood: bored and tired but not tired enough to sleep.
- Current Music: ween haha
- Current Taste: ...my mouth.
- Current Hair: brownnn and bored.
- Current Smell: a flower next to me.
- Current thing I ought to be doing: sleeping
- Current Desktop Picture: a shark mailbox.
- Current Favorite Artist: daannngg...
- Current Book: harry potter five :)
- Current CD in CD Player: haste the day
- Current Refreshment: H2O

[LAST PERSON...]
- You Touched: Mark
- You Talked to: allen
- You Instant messaged: adam
- You Yelled At: my mother.
- You Kissed: i dont kiss and tell........... ha.good one lispy letha.

[WHO DO YOU WANT TO...]
- Kill: violence is not the answer duh.
- Slap: christina.
- Look Like: belle from the beauty and the beast. :)

[HAVE YOU EVER...]
- Been kissed? si.
- Eaten an entire box of Oreos? nope.
- Been on stage? yessss.
- Dumped Someone? kinda.
- Gotten in a car accident? yep..exhilirating i know but painful.

[EITHER/OR...]
-Coffee or hot chocolate? usually coffee but hot chocolate is damn good.
-big or little? Medium :)
-New or old? thats a hard one.
-Jeans or cords? jeans
-Sweater or sweatshirt? chaqueta
-T-shirt or tank top? T-shirt
-Skirt or dress? skirt
-Wool or cotton? cotton
-Rose or Lily? both mixed together.
-Oldies or pop? backstreet boys duh but i rock the oldies too.
-Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nope
-Do you have a best friend? Yes.

[IN THE LAST 24 HOURS,HAVE YOU...]
- Cried? no
- Helped someone? maybe i don't know
- Bought something? no
- Gotten sick? no
- Gone to the movies? nope
- Gone out for dinner? no geez i haven't done anything lately.
- Written a real letter? no again
- Moved on? no
- Talked to an ex? no
- Missed an ex? no
- Talked to someone you have a crush on? yep
- Had a serious talk? no
- Missed someone? yes
- Hugged someone? yep
- Fought with your parents? mmhmm
- Fought with a friend? no, just a little tiss. <<exactly but i've never heard the word tiss before haha. i love you letha!

[DO YOU...]
- Wear eye shadow? sometimes
- Put on a "front"? haha ok
- Eat with your mouth open? no unless i'm trying to annoy letha.
- If you got a tattoo, where would you get it? not really sure but probably on my back or something
- What color is your floor/carpet in your room? green really really green
- What was the last CD you bought? haha i can't remember. i cheat.
- How did you spend last summer? Hanging out with people, parkway plaza, lockins when we thought they were the best things ever, grossmont center, meeting people. it was fun.
- When's the last time you showered? just now.
- Are you lonely? sometimes
- Are you happy? Most of the time
- Are you wearing pajamas? of course.
- Are you talking to someone online? yeeeahah
- What is your astrological sign? Libra...stupid scales i wanna be an animal damn it!

[WHAT DO YOU THINK OF...]
- Your life? confusing, amazing, questionable, indecisive, beautiful, crazy wonderful and worth fighting for.
- This survey? the epitome of boredom
- Your friends? they are everything to me and exactly what i live for.
- Your family? Disfunctional, but i love them. (beautifully put letha)
- Your worst enemy? don't have one
- Your bf/gf/crush's ex? really pretty and nice.
- Your bf/gf/crush? all-around beautiful.
- Yourself? haha no

PICTURES ATTACK

its a masterpiece. we shall call it 'the cake o' ladybug.'

ahhhhhhhh.

yes...there definitely is a peacock feather in his pocket.

lethas art.

daaannnnggg.

cracka what!?!? haha get it? hahahaha..hmm

myshpayshishishishishishish.

before...

after. :(

it is an accordian. from mexico. i am an accordian player.

cutie patuties being cool kids in the backseat.

taken by ms. letha in a tube of a boy.

thats what you get when you mess with the trevster.

the hand dryer.

a spoon is a form of entertainment. who knew?

nature walks!!

yes depressing...but hilarious. cheyne's birdie drowned.

the coolest troll ever.

gangstas fo life yo.

monica is normal and carly is crazy.............

........monica is crazy and carly is normal. theres no winning.

letha spying on me through a flower...yes...through a flower. a stuffed flower at that.

don't mess.

the best picture ever. haha.

death by sunny d....enough said.

falltothestars @ 2005-04-18T18:02:00

2005-04-19T01:10:31Z

i thought someone might have robbed the bank but no...they had to ruin my fun. there are cop men everywhere...eck.

these pictures are worthy of tears.

http://www.veteranscava.org/

falltothestars @ 2005-03-12T20:57:00

2005-03-13T05:09:24Z

im at cheyne's and we have just been sitting around..

her mom came home and gave her a bowl of shrimp and me a piece of cheese pizza and then cheyne tried to force feed me the shrimp (literally...i got sauce all over my face) forgetting i was a vegetarian and then when i kept refusing it she all the sudden gasped and said "oh my god....shrimp is meat!!!" and then we laughed at her blonde moment.

and now shes singing i'm a little tea pot but shes making it be a i'm a little tea pot that wants to have sex with you song...she pulled it off amazingly...she is going to be an adult novel writer when she grows up i swear.

and now were sitting again...but cheyne is dying. she just coughed up her lungS. its KARMA for when she tried to kill me with her luigi. eck. asodmfoiwaehnf....she chased me around julian's back yard with her luigi..she was gonna attack me with snotty juices...it was a near death experience. i will be forever traumatized.

eeeee

2005-03-12T01:55:03Z

like the new look?
i hope so :)

THANK YOU LETHA YOU ARE THE COOLEST IN THE WORLD OF COLLEST PEOPLE.

falltothestars @ 2005-01-21T03:22:00

2005-01-21T11:22:37Z

bleck

falltothestars @ 2005-01-10T18:26:00

2005-01-11T02:32:16Z

im making cookies

and looking at a car

and trying to figure out how to make a paper rat

i got good news today. :o) <----(its not a pimple letha)

falltothestars @ 2004-12-31T15:38:00

2004-12-31T23:39:32Z

i am currently freezing my ass off sitting in a towel because the water was hot in my shower and then it decided to hate me and become cold....so im waiting to see if in a little bit it will be warm again so i can finish getting clean.

i'm not liking the water in this house very much...the other house was better...and i have yet to go down the stairs on a mattress and i am still living out of boxes because we haven't painted my room yet because "theres no time" which means i will be living out of boxes for months most likely.

i noticed a while ago that the bathroom downstairs is all crooked...its weird and very interesting...my mom said it was the alice in wonderland room...haha<BR>the toilet paper holder thing is crooked..the light thing is crooked...the light switch thing is crooked...the towel holders are crooked...and the mirror is crooked...apparantly whoever put that room together didn't know what a level was.

but its ok cause i love my house all the same....except i officially HATE wallpaper.

falltothestars @ 2004-12-22T13:17:00

2004-12-22T21:20:43Z

my stepdad is having me copy down a shitload of information on notecards and its really boring but hes paying me so its worth it.

break has been good so far...i don't want it to end though. that will suck.

actually there were a couple things that i could complain about for hours which is dissappointing but whatever....shit happens.

i think my tongue is dying.

falltothestars @ 2004-12-12T01:13:00

2004-12-12T08:49:20Z


sesame street is love
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falltothestars @ 2004-12-01T19:37:00

2004-12-02T03:53:13Z

im so bored...enjoy!

ms shannon at the china place

a flower in a mailbox

a car...a toy car

a shark mailbox

a dandelion

me and letha on the floor

me with a dead woman's hat on my head

a talking bird

me and my sunglasses that broke

cheyne and lethas guitar

me and the hookah

bird

another bird

me and a cookie

me.

all done.

falltothestars @ 2004-11-30T15:51:00

2004-11-30T23:52:20Z

my feet...cheyne's boots

me....cheyne's dress...awesome picture :o)

october.

2004-11-25T03:21:33Z

Pick the MONTH that you were born in & put it on the SUBJECT LINE. Then PASTE it in an ENTRY . They might understand you better.

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great soci! al abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.
_______________________________________________
FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and
clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
_______________________________________________
MARCH:
Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate.Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
_______________________________________________
APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret.
Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their luver can see.
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MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
_______________________________________________
JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and
soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
_______________________________________________
JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the ! past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits f or friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
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AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless.
Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egotistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and! trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends
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SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
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OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't
pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
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NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique
and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong
clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable
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DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

falltothestars @ 2004-11-20T20:05:00

2004-11-21T04:07:58Z

shannon is cool

i found my camera...pictures soon

the keyboard clicks

shannon is wendy score *applause*

ekk we will run through the street and yell

we get to have a packing party!!

ugh

2004-11-08T11:14:12Z

i should be doing homework

and its 3 in the morning

and i can't sleep

and my mom is being a meanie

and im watching this movie called welcome to woop woop

and its kinda freaking me out

but its ok cause i get to see the house tomorrow...i hope i fall in love with it cause if i don't then im screwed cause i have to live in it anyway but i doubt that i won't like it....i supposedly get to paint my room too....i get to be creative....yay...but my mom probably won't let me do anything i actually want to do anyway so i will probably just paint it white and cover it with a shole bunch of shit like i do now...thats gonna happen anyway so i don't know why im excited to paint it...hmmm...

i found out that im an ice rink and that hot brothels are overrated....:o) 444!

the guy at petco told me that chinchillas are really hard to take care of cause they can never ever get wet cause then they will get really sick and die and you have to give them baths all the time in a specific soil thing....i don't know...i think i might just stick with the mice for now and then get a dwarf hamster again cause those things are so cute and fuzzy....oh and ive decided that i am definitely going to get a snake and buy frozen mice cause there isn't a way for me to save those

then i won't feel so bad...:o)

OH and im taking cheynes boots cause im in love with them...or i may just get some for myself...but they are really expensive so im gonna go to an army store or something and look...or hillcrest...i haven't been there in a while

and im going to make pancakes

falltothestars @ 2004-10-11T16:02:00

2004-10-11T23:03:29Z

happy birthday trevor!!! i love you! 16!

my birthday is in 6 days...i'm not doing anything i don't think cause im to lazy to plan something...i'll just have to bob for apples by myself...haha that would be sad...but i love bobbing for apples....ah im finally 15 almost...thank god

i have a really bad headache.

muahhahaha

2004-09-29T00:54:34Z

we are moving yay for us....but no where new just into a new house close by but its big....i haven't been inside yet but ah....it has stairs and i can't wait to slide on mattresses down them cause ive always wanted to do that but never could cause ive never had a staircase....only problem is that we will have to live off top roman for ever cause we are spending mucho dinero on house...eh top roman is good oriental kind though cause im still vegetarian...its gotten to the point though that meat is actually gross and i don't want to eat it...before it was hard to resist the meat but now it makes me want to puke...kinda like pickles...pickles are disgusting...ewwww...my brother kept putting pickles in my face and breathing on me after he ate one...i definetely almost puked 12398723624730947 times....yeah i know...a lot of pukage

for you to sit and answer and for me to read...:o)

2004-09-15T06:31:20Z

01. Who are you, what's our relationship?:
02. How and where did we meet?:
03. What's my middle name?:
04. How long have you known me?:
05. Tell me 3 good things about myself?:
06. When you first saw me, what was your impression?:
07. My age:
08. Birthday:
09. My favorite band at the moment:
10. Colour eyes:
11. Do I have any siblings?:
12. Have you ever had a crush on me?:
13. What's one of my favorite things to do?:
14. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?:
15. Describe me in 3 words:
16. Name 5 things I love:
17. Do you think I'm good looking?:
18. How would you describe me to someone?:
19. Would you ever date me?:
20. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: What do you like most about me?:
22: If we could spend a day together, what would we do?:
23: Have we ever gotten in a fight?:
24: Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years?:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
26. What do you think my weakness is?:
27. Do you think I'll get married?:
28. What makes me happy?:
29. What makes me sad?:
30. What reminds you of me?:
31. If you could give me anything, what would it be?:
32. When's the last time you saw me?:
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?:
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?:
35. If I was a scent, what would remind you of me and why?:
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?:
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?:
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?:
39. Would you make a move on me?:
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?:
41. If you could rate my personality 1-10 what would it be?
42. If You could rate my physical looks 1-10 what would it be?
43. What is one of the worst things about me?
44. What is one of my biggest accomplishments and my biggest mistake in your eyes?
45. Am i loveable?
46. Is there anything you wanted to say to me but you couldn't?
47. If I died 2morro would you miss me, would you cry, would it even affect you?
48. If you could give me anything what would it be?
49. On a scale of 1-10 how well do you think you know me?
50. If I could give you anything, or promise you anything what would you want?

falltothestars @ 2004-09-11T23:02:00

2004-09-12T06:08:49Z

i got a mouse yesterday and its name is ifell...cause he fell on the ground.

im making its house right now and i don't have anything for mice or rats or rodents or anything so im tearing up paper towels for the bottom and making some stuff to crawl on....im being creative...:0)

me and cheyne did something very stupid the other day cause were cool kids...it was fun...but i can't tell cause its against the rules...but no worries cause its nothing horrible....just something that happened out of boredom and impatience...:0)

im kinda tired right now but not really....im in between....they should call the in between sleepy and awake something...like im uh larfed...im larfed right now...wow...i need some sleep

my computer is finally fixed so its not being gay and stupid and pissing me off but my music is gone so im musicless and its really quiet so im starting to hear that buzzing in your ears when its really quiet and then you start to think about the buzzing in your ears and then you start to think that you might be crazy for hearing something when nothing is making a sound and then you wonder if this happens to everyone or if you are just some wierdo whos ears make wierd buzzing noises by themselves....

i still can't whistle....goddamnit.

swiffer....?

2004-08-31T00:36:22Z

im so bored...but i feel like being lazy...which really makes no sense. oh well

i can't do anything today though cause i have to stay home and help my mom cause she had surgery on her nose today cause she broke it.

so much has happened lately...its overwhelming and i really don't feel like thinking about it all so im not gonna spill my heart out on this stupid thing...

i hope sophmore year goes smoothly cause last year certainly didn't and neither did the summer...my life seems to have become this drama magnet...asndfuib...i don't want it to be that way...i guess theres really nothing you can do though. whatever...it will all end sometime right? eh..you can only hope.

i hate when you get that feeling that you want to throw something or break something or hit something and you can't....or you don't know why...

huh...i just noticed the picture on the wall used to be crooked and its not anymore...

and i hate when you don't want to think about something and of course that something is the only thing you can think about and you try everything to not think about it but the something is still the only thing you let yourself think about...even though you tell yourself not to think about it...

hmm...i also just noticed that someone broke the metal pole of the broom in half....i wonder how they managed to do that.

ailsdfuiaegwifhaosidjfebyisaidfniahod

lalala

2004-08-06T05:42:19Z

i went bowling with some people...it was really fun...but now im bored...im thinking i should work on putting all my music on cds but i really don't want to right now...and i should figure out the whole sewing pattern thing but i don't want to do that either...i feel like being really lazy. oh and i still have to read four books and write a paper by school which is in a month i think...ugh im screwed...sparknotes are the best invention ever...and books on tape...yay

falltothestars @ 2004-08-04T19:57:00

2004-08-05T01:16:33Z

i finally got an easy bake oven...ive wanted one since i was 8 and i finally got it...happy birthday to me early...very very early...i have to find a light bulb though.

i started trying to figure out how the sewing machine works and i got it! yeah im cool. i got some patterns at the store and some fabric...and im gonna make a skirt cause my mom said that would probably be the easiest clothing to start out on. i think im gonna make a baby blanket first though cause it would be a lot easier and i could get used to the sewing machine and i could give the blanket to carter and one to jimmy cause im cool like that. i dont know.

i was gonna start making the skirt today but i have to preshrink the fabric

bleh

lalalllalala

2004-08-01T18:42:01Z

we are babysitting carter right now and he has just gone down for a nap. he is so adorable...and he talks jibberish and he won't shut up ever.

im going to see the village today with people i haven't seen in a long long long time.

lllalalala

im really bored.

eeeeeeeee

2004-07-31T08:11:05Z

we went to el cajon and walked everywhere.

letha made a pentagon...naughty naughty.

theres two piercing and tattoo places on the way from parkway plaza to the yogurt mill...just in case you wanted to know.

yeah im bored

i was supposed to have put all the music on my computer onto cd's by now and letha was supposed to slap me if i didn't but she forgot. i didn't. ugh

and of course im downloading more music right now...:0)

i need to figure out what my favorite color is.

and i need to whistle...i sorta made a noise today when i was trying to whistle but it wasn't enough to be a whistle...whatever...i will someday...asdlkfjei

so much to do...eeeee